yeah I get a short fuse when I don't smoke

I naturally have a shitty temper and pot has been the only thing that keeps me relaxed, and I never blow up, if I feel like I'm gonna break, I take a puff and I'm normal

I haven't smoked in 2 weeks and I'm really seeing the effects I hate it, I can flip at the drop of a hat, and I feel bad because I get so snappy over stupid shit, and a lot of people just don't understand and say I'm addicted and blah

I'm trying not to be dependent but it just seems to be the only thing that keeps me calm, I have bi-polar and weed is the only thing that keeps me leveled throughout the day