pot has took over my life in the past 12 months,

used to smoke it once a month or so when i started, now i smoke it everyday,
MOSTLY at school, soon as i go to school theres always one mate sparkin up a J, or asks me to come down and hav a sesh, plus i can get deals so easy (my dealer is my mate and goes to the same college), it would make it extremely hard for me to quit,...not that i want to, i love the shit, haha
but i hate it how i always come home fuckin tired with no energy, the pot drains my energy and just turns me into a lazy fuck. i recon ive been stoned for months non-stop cause i seem to smoke it day and night. im lovin it! but i know if i go cold turkey, or when i do run out, i will become very depressed and crave it like crazy but i know thats just withdrawls fuckin wit me