Hey there penguin, don't stress there are soo many different place to get seeds from. try again....... you abviuosley know it will be worth it if you have tried once........ know what i'm sayin......

who did you try to order from.....? i think that if you try to get from Europe that might be alot harder than most places in canada.
I picked mine up myself in person, but i'm sure you will find something.