I've gone a month before without smoking and during that month my depression returned and I couldn't sleep at all for the first four days and afterwards sleapt much lighter.

When I smoked again after a month of not smoking I still didn't feel much exept hungry and tired but I continued to smoke anyway because it helped with the depression by clearing my head and allowing me to relax.

How many months of not smoking would it take to resume feeling anything other than tired when I do smoke again?

I'm considering growing a plant and waiting for it's harvest. I've never done it before though and I dont know how long that would be.

Thaughts/advice?