um... cuz my avatar is a literal discription of me.... at first i used to use a marijuana-related pic (someone's got it now, or had it.. it's black, has a weed leaf on it and has 'Marijuana' written on the bottom of the pic... kinda looks 3D. anyways, i dunno where i found it, but i found it and i was like "omg that's fuckin me, that's my new avatar" and i've had it for well over a year now unchanged.