mjm i wish i could help u but i handle it the same way kinda scarry but i really admir the people who have to ablity to deal with there situations get thru them and move on i try to bury my issuse as if there goin to just dissapear but they dont and now im am stuck in a lifeless exsistance where nothing makes sense to me and i treat everything as a joke i dont know how to be serious even if i go thru tragitdy i just find sumthin i can joke about in the situation and not deal with it i know its not healty but this is all i know im sure so enuff ill deal with my issues i know i need to so that i can start to live again instead of just exsist