don`t want to put a dampener on your desire to get stoned but I`m a great believer in the "one mans meat , anothers poison " type of thing . I used to take mad paranoia attacks an that with speed an E but could smoke all night without a care , my friend was the opposite , could take shit loads of other stuff but a few tokes on a spliff an he turned into a nervous wreck, so unfortunately my friend you might just be one of the unfortunates that aren`t meant to partake in the consumption of fine cannabis. sorry an all that