so after class today i called katie, of course she didnt answear so i left a msg saying that i want all my crap back, all my sweatshirts, all my dvds, all my cds...everything i dont want to have another reason to see this bitch ever. so she called me back like 5 mins later telling me i can come by and pick up my stuff anytime i wanted, so i did i hopped in my car that is all fucked up now and drove to her house. knocked on her door. she came to the door with my stuff, handed it to me and i turnd and walked away without saying a word. got in my car and drove off, she called me about a min later begging me to come back and talk, i told her it would be best if i didnt, best for the both of us. we are both young both new to the game and both have lots of life ahead of us. i told her i was sorry for what i did, sorry for imbarrassing her, sorry for lieing to her face, and sorry for hitting her last night and hung up the phone. My story is done and over. This is probly the biggest learning experience of my life so far in these past few days i feel i have grown emencly. i will continue to stay away for pills and situations that involve pills tell i think i am stronge enough to tackel them head on. i want to thank all who responded with good helpfull comments.

For all of you who still dont understand why i slapped her last night there were 2 main reasons....
1) She DEMANDED sex from me, and got in my face demanding sex and making fulse statments
2) I dont care how much u say that car can be replaced...it cant its not just a normal car its not just any old car...its all i have left its the only thing i have to remind me of my mom.