Quote Originally Posted by Terps
So the story goes on...
Katie (my x-gf) calls me up today, i ignord her first 50 calls just like she did mine, and then i picked up she was in tears. balling about hows she sorry she did that to my car and blah blah, then she goes on about how much she has missed me and how she wants to come over...so i tell her to come over and we can talk, she gets to my house and she is so fucked up she tripps on my shoes and falls face first to the floor, i help her up and dust her off and i bring her to my couch and tell her how sorry i am and immedeitly she says "Forget about it" and attempts to make-out with me. i push her away as i know shes just drunk and wants to fuck. Now she gets angry demanding that i have sex with her or she will ruin my life, she says abunch of stuff like "I will call the cops and tell them u raped me" "I will call the cops and tell them about your drug problem" "i will call the university and tell them what you did" "i will call all your friends and tell them what you did" so on and so on the bitch came up with so many reasons that i should have sex with her it wasnt even funny i just sat there, thinking thinking about the 36 mafia song "Pussy got you hooked" i waqs about to cave in and have sex with her but then came the vurse that say "HELL NAH!"...i looked at her slapped her accrosed the face and kicked her out of my house. i told her if she ever comes back or ever fucks with my shit one more time i will get the cops involved myself.

This was realy weird i love the girl to death but at the same time i dont...

why do i feel this way???
Ok first off, if you have any chance of getting your life in check, you need to get rid of her

Slapping her was going way passed the line but hey we all do stupid shit when we are pissed, still it was wrong nevertheless

If I were you, I would just ignore her completely, don't dare give her a second of your time, instead take every opportunity to make yourself well again

And being successful in spite of her will get you nowhere because by that time she will have moved on and would care less, and although you'll be successful, if you see she doesn't care, you'll go back to square one

You need to take some time, get your shit together

Fix the car, and forget about the bitch, go on with your life as these things have never even happened, and move on

try to move forward, not backward

To me it seems you two are one in the same, and thats only a combination for a destructive relationship and a destructive path for yourself, you both have different poisons but never the less they are both deadly

Your mother would have wanted better for you, and if she was here, she most likely wouldn't be too pleased

She wanted the ass because she wants comfort, simple as that
In her head, if you guys would have fucked, she would think she has her way, and that you guys are fine, plus she was drunk, never fuck a drunk girl unless you never see her again (sounds a bit crude but its true) especially if she's your ex, and especially since she wanted to trick on you, if you guys would have fucked, don't even think she wouldn't have threw that in when tellin everybody your buisness

Right now your focus should be starting fresh, it may not seem that way to you now, but the sooner you do it, the better off you will be

Oh and turtle420, the only fires I start are weed fires lol :rasta: too pyrophobic to start any other kinds

Burn your bridges with her, and move on man, if you really want the best for yourself, then thats my suggestion, otherwise history is just going to repeat itself, and you'll be heading down a very volatile path, and you won't ever see the light until you hit rock bottom, and usually rock bottom mean 6 feet under

don't take anything I said as attacking you, especially about your mother, like i said i lost my mother, i know how you feel, but i look at some of the things I've done and my mother would have my ass on a platter if she was still here

Stay strong man, don't give into temptation, and don't give up, get well and hope it all works out for you