I agree with yoda

you can't get help unless you want it, and if you want it solely to save your relationship, its not gonna work

because if that girl breaks up with u, ur gonna go back to those pills for comfort, back at square one

I think you should call her, be honest, and don't look for sympathy because she's gonna be pissed as hell and probably tell you to fuck off, you gotta be a man about this and take responsibilty for what you did and try to make your amends, even if your girl doesn't take you back, you still need help, and you should try to get it

you running away made the situation much worse, but I'm not raggin on you for it, I've been there

Quote Originally Posted by turtle420
Wow dude....

My best advice?

Call your girlfriend... tell her you love her, and you need help.

There's a moment when you have to become a man... your time is up dude... I mean, Sir.

Best,

-turtle420
i think this is one of the smartest things I heard

because of my religion I won't suggest going to a church, because IMO i believe it is wrong to try to make God solve your problem when you are the one who brought it upon yourself

BTW when you talk to her try to let her know that you are sincere about your apology, and that the drugs made you become that, that it isn't you, because from my experience, drugs do make you do shit you would have never thought you would

Stay strong man, hope all goes well for u