Wow man you are in a pickle, but you got yourself in it and you gotta get yourself out. Honesty is always the best policy so you should face the music and call your girl tell her what happened. As for your addiction no program or clinic is going to help unless YOU want to quit in the first place, thats the problem most people have and most people dont understand. You have to want the best for yourself and your girlfriend or your relationship wont go anywhere and most likely will crumble from underneath you. You made a mistake and you gotta pay for it, plain and simple man. If you wanna make things right go back to the house (when your sober) and explain you are sorry and you made a mistake and you arent perfect but you want to try and make things as right as possible. Nobody can promise you that things will work out but keep a good honest additude and hope for the best man.

IMO i think drugs like mushrooms or acid hold a healing power for people with addictions that they cant break, might be something you should look into?

Fix your problem, Learn from it, and move on dont dwell on it
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