how i look at it there are 2 Ez ways out of any situation
1) say your an addict
2)Kill yourself

just using the excuse "O but im an addict..." is fucking lame, think about it what makes u an addict, do these pills controll your life or do you just like how you feel when your on them

pills dont controll me i just LOVE the way they make me feel

i just need more self controll so i dont gank other ppls shit

as for this bitch shes a god dam poet... this is her latest work

[align=center]i cry for you and over you and to you
my cheeks blacken with mascara streaks
my eyes swollen and puffy, barely open to see the ones i love
you hurt me so badly
i don't think i will ever come to look at you again
but you gave up
you gave up in more ways i can count
you gave up on us, on me
you gave me a box filled of memories
do you want to forget, forget me
you say your sorry
if you really feel remorse you will not forget this
you will keep all the feelings with you until you die
feelings of joy, love, pain
especially pain... the pain you caused on several people
i cant eat because of you
i can not sleep because of you
and i will not live with you
you need help
we both know you do
i can't provide you with the help you need
i will be waiting for an apology
when you return from help i will be here
not for us, but for the apology
and i will keep the box
filled from us, i will keep it
you will want it back some day
you hurt me badly
and i can never forgive you for that
and i didn't fuckin move on
i was crushed you could do that to me
in my fuckin sleep
just fuck you, fuck you over again
so some day if you get over you need
the need for drugs, the need to hurt people
then come back and give me the apology i deserve
but until then i'll just keep crying[/align]

...CRY BITCH CRY i dont give a fuck about you and i hope my mom haunts your dreams at night