What should i do (Big problem)

[Terps]

So after a week of spring break back in my home town I return to my college town to settle down and get prepared to go back to school. My girlfriend calls me up and says she has made dinner reservations and she would pick me up at 5. So she comes and picks me up at 5, but instead of going to dinner she tricks me into going babysitting with her. So we arrive at the person we are babysitting for (which I didnâ??t like because I was high at the time not knowing we were going babysitting and I get anti social when I am high around strangers) so I just started playing with the kids instead of introducing myself and talking with the parents, which is fine I guess. So they leave and my gf (Katie) makes them Mac & cheese which was actually pretty dam good and after that we all sat down to watch â??Robotsâ?� so about 8 at night the kids are getting sleepy so we put them to bed and read them sum stories and shit all goes well and they fall asleep. Now I hadnâ??t seen my girl in over a week and the parents were not guna be home tell bar time (3:30 ish) so I was guna try and put the moves onâ?¦.but she falls asleep. So I am sitting there bored as fuck. So I decided to snoop around, im a junkie and I have a problem but I donâ??t have time to get help I am busy with school and I love my girl friend to much to check myself in. I mean it gets so bad I canâ??t even control myself from taking other ppls stuff. So I start going threw there house not finding anything to interesting tell I get into the bathroom (I love pills) and found a bottle of tylonal 3 with codien, Percasets, Vicodin, and something I have always wanted to try but could never get a hold of Oxycotten. So now I am all excited and I pocket them quickly not even thinking twice. I go and sit back down and watch my girl sleep until about 3 when the parents arrive back home. We say are good bys and my gf gets paid and we leave. About half way home we get a phone call from the people we babysat for demanding we come back, but for no apparent reason (Tho I put 2 and 2 together and started freaking out) I couldnâ??t ditch the pills because im an addict tho I was sure thatâ??s why she was having us come back, and even if I had it in me to ditch them my gf knows nothing about me doing drugs and is against them at all costs. So we arrive back at there house and she asks us to empty our pockets (I had the pills in my coat pocket which I left in the car) so I emptied my pockets and they asked Katie if she had stolen there prescription drugs and the parents were getting angry and questioning her hardcore and then they did the same to me. I couldnâ??t take it anymore so I told the father to come with me I wanted to talk to him so I brought him outside and took the pills out of my coat pocket and handed them to him and at that very second he punches me right across the face and grabs my shirt and says get your ass back in the house and give these to my wife. Now if I wanted to I could have beat the fuck out of that man but I just didnâ??t have it in me at that very moment I was not worried about giving the pills to his wife but giving the pills to his wife and having my gf that I love with every inch of my hart see me hand the pills to her so I begged and pleaded with the man telling him how sorry I was, but still he insisted that I return the pills to his wife while my gf stands and watchs. I did have the balls to do this because I no it would be over with my gf. So I took off running, now they live in bumfuck nowhere in sum bluffs and im not familiar with this town yet so I just start runningâ?¦running from my problems like I always end up doing. Just as I get reception on my cell phone it goes dead (now if thatâ??s not a message from god saying â??Fuck you, you walk your ass 20 miles to your fuckin house you gutless son of a bitchâ?�). I can tell tho my gf is searching the roads for me tho because a red car just like hers keeps going around in circles but every time I see it I just hide in the woods cause I donâ??t want our relationship to be over. So I walk my ass back to my house in 10 degree weather, took 4 hours to walk to my houseâ?¦. And the whole way home there was a steady trickle of tears running down my face, not because I stole pills from someone that has cancer or anything like that but because I know its over with my girlfriend. So when I get to my house I plug my phone in to charge thinking my gf has called my phone 8 billion times wondering where I am and whatâ??s going onâ?¦but nothing no calls, that broke my heart the most. I havnâ??t been able to get the courage to call her and ask her to forgive me. Now I know I have a problem and it sucks because its so dam hard to fix but I am a starting to think I am a pathological liar and a thief. I love my girlfriend and I want to spend every minute with her and I know she feels the same way and I know she would walk threw fire to get me but I just cant do it I cant keep putting her threw my fuckups my bullshit my drama.

I donâ??t know why I am writing this but I just have to get it out and ask for advice on what I should do. Plz donâ??t flame only reasonable advice plz.

Terps Reviewed by Terps on 03-19-2006. What should i do (Big problem) So after a week of spring break back in my home town I return to my college town to settle down and get prepared to go back to school. My girlfriend calls me up and says she has made dinner reservations and she would pick me up at 5. So she comes and picks me up at 5, but instead of going to dinner she tricks me into going babysitting with her. So we arrive at the person we are babysitting for (which I didnâ??t like because I was high at the time not knowing we were going babysitting and I get Rating: 5

[turtle420]

Wow dude....

My best advice?

Call your girlfriend... tell her you love her, and you need help.

Then, go to a church... they'll help you there.

Want to change... don't think about changing.

There's a moment when you have to become a man... your time is up dude... I mean, Sir.

Best,

-turtle420
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[stangle12]

wooooweee boy you fucked up.

[Nochowderforyou]

Man, you got some problems. You make it sound like stealing the drugs isn't your fault, it's the drugs fault.

You also ran away when you couldn't fess up to your fuck up, literally.

Advice, get help for your addiction and be happy that your girlfriend hasn't thrown a molotov cocktail through your window.

[C4nn4Bliss]

Wow man you are in a pickle, but you got yourself in it and you gotta get yourself out. Honesty is always the best policy so you should face the music and call your girl tell her what happened. As for your addiction no program or clinic is going to help unless YOU want to quit in the first place, thats the problem most people have and most people dont understand. You have to want the best for yourself and your girlfriend or your relationship wont go anywhere and most likely will crumble from underneath you. You made a mistake and you gotta pay for it, plain and simple man. If you wanna make things right go back to the house (when your sober) and explain you are sorry and you made a mistake and you arent perfect but you want to try and make things as right as possible. Nobody can promise you that things will work out but keep a good honest additude and hope for the best man.

IMO i think drugs like mushrooms or acid hold a healing power for people with addictions that they cant break, might be something you should look into?

Fix your problem, Learn from it, and move on dont dwell on it

[somebody someone]

well firstly take all the pills, secondly... u ruined alot of shit for your girlfriend...

i think instead of making her feel sorry for the addict u are u really ort to be trying to make things up to her, and doing what it takes to keep her. Even if it means giving up drugs,,

there i said it

[Genuine17]

be like umm i stole them for a friend

[C4nn4Bliss]

Im not one for substituing one drug for another especially if you have an addictive personality like you but i used to do hard drugs and pull jacks and all that jazz but i eventually i learned that out of all the drugs i did cannabis was the least harmful so i ditched all the others for the love of cannabis, im not sure if you yourself are capable of this but i would suggest it as a start!!!

[C4nn4Bliss]

be like umm i stole them for a friend

shut the fuck up that would just make him look like a liar

[somebody someone]

shut the fuck up that would just make him look like a liar

hey i found it funny