ya no kidding. im sorry if this post was too much information for all you its just i really love him and its breaking my heart. yes im 17 and in most of your eyes a little girl. but you have to understand that it doesnt matter how old you are, or whats going on in your life, when you fall in love and you know you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, and all of a sudden their feelings for you are gone for someone else whos prettier, it hurts. i posted this bcause i wanted to find some hope. but apprently thats not happening. i guess this british soap is over huh. peace