ya ok anyway ur right graph there are alot of horomones in a 17 yr olds body. but that covers the sex part of the relationship. not the love. love is something special that happens or develops over time between people. sex is just a plus. i know also what ur saying about wanting to love someone. 3 yrs ago thats all i could think about. i wanted someone to love me so bad. i was tired of being used by so many people. than i thought i fell in love(more or less the idea of love) and ended up being in a relationship where i was raped . the guy cheated on me with 6 count them 6 different girls. and you know what? i still stayed with him cuz he twisted my mind into thinking no one else would want me. than he got sent off to jail and i felt like no one would ever love me again. i dated a few guys here and there, nothing to serious than i met this great guy named patrick. oh we were happy together, everything was perfect than all of a sudden he didnt want to spend any time with me anymore and within 4 days dumped me. thats when his mom told me he was serious bipolar. again came the depression and feeling that no one would ever love me. than one day i just stopped and thought, u know what? this is absoloutly and completly stupid. i have so much shit in my life to deal with. i mean i needed to get out of my house i needed to get a new job, and quite frankly, finishing my senior year wouldnt be that terrible either. my life started getting back to normal and i met this wonderful 16 yr old STONER guy. who just wanted me to know i could feel safe with him. at night well just stay up for 7 hrs talking about life. hell be holding me in his arms the whole time and every now and than hell kiss me and say i love you so much you know that. i havnt felt this safe and loved and absoloutly perfect with anyone ever. i know i love him and i cant change the way you think. love is possible at a youunger age. and i think i found it. ok enough with the sappy life story im sure you are all bored. GO SMOKE SOME WEED. jesus christ. lol.