My old best friend took 20 some tylenol and drank some bleach just 3 days ago, he almost died over some stupid girl that he "loves" even tho hes only 16. I kno this isnt the same as an accident, but i kinda kno where your coming from, and it a horrible, horrible feeling, and my friend didnt even die. So i cant image how it would feel to lose someone like that.