you try to understand me? why? you do not and have never seen the christ consiousness is this a fantacy? everyone only having 1 consiousness of being christ? ok this is me venting: i hate people that like just look at you funny for a long as time if ur doing somthing wierd..like earlier i was laying on the floor in the middle of a store and everyone was like omg whats that guy doing im so interested and shit..people take 1 single thought and strech it out for so fucking long i mean doesnt this seem rediculous to you? what the fuck is wrong with you people..this is ego speaking u like it? where my name came from my ego..it is pure evil or at least it can be. if u think you can know me..figure me out..u cant i am talking through ego it is a complete falsity on its own..all this knowlage is stored within this ego so if it sounds right to you then you need to get right..imagine being around this all day..would your ego made out of matchsticks be able to hold up? no didnt think so, so fuck off haha. launguage is false..trust me it is..nothing is true, it can be used to alter consiousness but thats all its really good for, thats what is with the vow of silence that is why some martial artists never say words what u know about this? god damn u stupid fucks im pure evil, so deal with it