no way of getting their hmmm????

sorry i just need something to calm my nerves this is so fucking stupid i swear im gonna murder someone (not literally but if my mom doesn't shut the fuck up and leave be alone and stop trying to protect me i don't need to be protected and i'm really thinking about killing myself or them, which is why i smoke pot so i don't end up doing those things i was going to steal some beers from the basement and get drunk in my back yard since my parents are in bed but their's no fucking beer down their. (I hate alcohol, if that gives you any idea how pissed I am.) I would give up weed and be drug tested daily if i could go hang out with people.

sorry i just think this is udder crap.