Quote Originally Posted by Kaida
lol Nope, just a girl who likes sitting on my girlfriend's lap!

Thank you everybody for answering my questions, it's really helped. I'm prone to panic attacks anyway, which is why I'm trying to find as much info as possible because that will keep me calmer.
One more question (for now!):
Can I build up a tolerance by passive smoking, enough that my first time actually smoking wouldn't be so likely to panic me?

Kaida
no. doubt it.(but everyone is different) i didnt build up a tolerance until I smoked 5 times a day atleast for like 3 months straight. but even now, I just smoke stronger shit and its all good. youll be fine. toke up and have fun! and if you don't want to panic, just smoke a little. then a little more the next time, and so on. ease into it if you're a little scared.