One of my good friends died and seeing his corpse at his wake and funeral was the first dead human i've seen and it really is a shock. He was only 15 and he was laying there with sunken eyelids shut and a pale body. This kid was always crazy and running around and to see it just stop, very strange thing. Random dead people don't bother me though, or old people. I think I've allready braced myself for the death of my grandmother (currently under very good care in the alzheimers ward).