wow, that's really weird, i am in pretty much the exact same situation as you... i have been smoking for a bit longer than you, but when i went to college my pot usage escalated by a ton...

you know, pixel talked about the "rewards" system... this has really helped me stay in control... one of the biggest things for me is money. i have spent a TON of money on weed, and i'm starting to feel really bad about it... but now, i only smoke when i get done what i need to accomplish for the day... like my homework, going to the gym, or cleaning my room... i still smoke basically the same amount, but i actually get my work done first.

i know i should probably stop for a while, but when i have down time, the first thing i think of doing is smoking and just chilling out. i dont know why i feel so guilty all of a sudden, especially now that i'm getting my work done, but i just feel like i'm lazy when i smoke. the thing is, i am not like the stereotypical lazy stoner... i like to do stuff when i'm high... take walks, drive around, read, write, etc... so its not like i'm not doing ANYTHING...

there is just such a stigma attached to smoking pot... i think i start to believe all the lies and negativity that anti-drug people are always shoving down our throats about how bad it is to smoke...

i dunno. i dont think this made a lot of sense, but i was just really excited when i read your post because i am in the same situation.