wow, that's really weird, i am in pretty much the exact same situation as you... i have been smoking for a bit longer than you, but when i went to college my pot usage escalated by a ton...

you know, pixel talked about the "rewards" system... this has really helped me stay in control... one of the biggest things for me is money. i have spent a TON of money on weed, and i'm starting to feel really bad about it... but now, i only smoke when i get done what i need to accomplish for the day... like my homework, going to the gym, or cleaning my room... i still smoke basically the same amount, but i actually get my work done first.

i know i should probably stop for a while, but when i have down time, the first thing i think of doing is smoking and just chilling out. i dont know why i feel so guilty all of a sudden, especially now that i'm getting my work done, but i just feel like i'm lazy when i smoke. the thing is, i am not like the stereotypical lazy stoner... i like to do stuff when i'm high... take walks, drive around, read, write, etc... so its not like i'm not doing ANYTHING...

there is just such a stigma attached to smoking pot... i think i start to believe all the lies and negativity that anti-drug people are always shoving down our throats about how bad it is to smoke...

i dunno. i dont think this made a lot of sense, but i was just really excited when i read your post because i am in the same situation.
infinitereverie Reviewed by infinitereverie on . scaring myself ok, i know this comes up alot, so im sorry, but im starting to worry. im a freshman in college and ive smoked on and off since my sophomore year. in high school it was a rare treat, monthly to every other month. unless i bought some, which was seldom. now im at school and since december ive smoked everyday. and i know that doesnt seem like a long time, but the idea of going to bed not stoned seems awful to me, and that frightens me. right now im home for spring break, sitting in my living room Rating: 5