Quote Originally Posted by dkamthb
ok, i know this comes up alot, so im sorry, but im starting to worry. im a freshman in college and ive smoked on and off since my sophomore year. in high school it was a rare treat, monthly to every other month. unless i bought some, which was seldom. now im at school and since december ive smoked everyday. and i know that doesnt seem like a long time, but the idea of going to bed not stoned seems awful to me, and that frightens me. right now im home for spring break, sitting in my living room with my parents, and all i can think about is the spliff i just made thats sitting in my room. i cant wait to smoke it when my parents go to sleep. i have a quarter ounce sitting in my drawer. ive never smoked this much before. ive never owned this much before. ive never felt addicted before, but i do. and i know its not addicting physically, im not stupid. but the fact that my day revolves around when im smoking, that scares me. i feel like since i first started smoking, ive just done it more and more frequently, and now im waiting for the day i smoke 5 or 6 times. i dont want to be brain dead. i dont want people to say, there goes that stoner girl. should i cut back? or am i just being paranoid? has anyone else ever scared themselves with the amount they smoke? sorry for the redundency, and all advice is greatly appreciated
If u dont feel comfortable with the amount your smoking, then stop. I think your overanalyzing the situation a lil too much. It's what we call a bad trip. Just understand that it's only bud and that although it can be cool to be high everyday, u want to cut back on smoking on the weekends only. Don't get paranoid and think shit too deeply, the only way to get ur mind off that is being comfortable. Everything will be cool, dont trip.

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