Quote Originally Posted by Trichocereus Panza
man i didn't think you were an addict or anything, in fact i was pretty sure that wasn't the problem... you are right that we cant really understand though, like i can't step into your life and live it for a day or anything.

But what you say about "no one's putting a hand out"... life isn't always like that, it's not true that no one cares these days, I fucking care I just wish there was more any of us could do. Thanks for talking about it though man, cause you need to hear other people's perspectives on things. You also need to find someone to talk to face to face who will be kind and understanding, I think when you're embarrassed it's harder to believe that people will truly care. I think you know none of your problems right now will last forever, I mean I myself feel like life is too much to handle all the time, it's just a difficult time of life for me, but eventually if you just keep going forward things DO get better. And the more positive attitude you manage to have NOW, the easier it will be to get through the whole thing.

As much as our problems now are worse, when we get suicidal we're still in some ways just like those poor shy teenagers who kill themselves b/c they think social life in high school means everything. Please don't think that a temporary problem means everything.
Quote Originally Posted by BUZz UK
chisme, you seem a safe geezer mate, don't be too rash about things...maybe telling us what's goin down would help, i don't think anyone here would judge you..i mean, fuck, we've had people asking if you can smoke insence ffs...we all have times where it goes wrong..i was fucked up for a while..chronically depressed, dropped outta school... i didn't wanna live, it scared the shit outta me, but i thought fuck it, i'll just live life without boundries...live as a libertine..i mean that might not work for you..i don't know your circumstances, but i'm getting the impression it's medical, right?


Thank you both for not just jumping in and banging on about it... what u both said does help allot more then everyone thinks. its medical/cosmetic just thought ide been here nealy a year now so i geuss as well as can be expected through an internet message board i beleive ive come to know most of u your opinion has a slight wave on me.


Quote Originally Posted by LOVElife
When did this site turn into Suicide City? There is always someone wanting to top themselves or OD!

It's a Weed site, if I had never visited before I would think this was a site full of Down and outs who have let drugs take over their life!

There is a Fine Line between Using and Abusing! Sort it out Boys and Girls!

Peace

i smoke when i visit this site ..when i smoke it relaxes me...when i relaxe i tend to talk about thing im not normaly comfortable thinking or having a conversation with someoen about. geuss i just knew that i load this site into my browser and if i couldnt take the answered i just wouldnt had to have visited again....sorta mind security u know