the big one

[stangle12]

DMT mother fucer. You aint shit unless you try that. look for 5-MEO, DMT you can buy it online.

stangle12 Reviewed by stangle12 on 03-10-2006. the big one ive decided im finished im done with it all this is just a struggle a long assed one its total bullshit ive come round to idea that im actualy goin to try and blow my brain off the scale. im talking the biggest drug binge ever. ive got 5 months 2 save up every peice of money i got and im gonna buy all the drugs i can lay my mitts on. so far weed - easy acid - on its way from bournmouth cocaine- down the road flat n0. 5 mdma - got 20 mitsibushi;'s one the way from vauxhall Rating: 5

[rhino44]

just do a shitload of heroin if u must that would be the easiest way to kill yourself with drugs. im assuming that is what u r gonna do. your deff. gonna lose your mind if u take all the other shit and survive but goodluck your gonna feel good for about 5 minutes before u go comatose.

[w4terb0ng]

i didn't take care of myself like i should have either. but that doesn't make me wanna smoke crack and shoot heroin and die and shit.


what's so bad?
if you're gonna kill yourself, why do you care if we know what it's about? you'll be dead anyway.

[TakeFlight]

DMT mother fucer. You aint shit unless you try that. look for 5-MEO, DMT you can buy it online.

point me in the direction!

[chisme]

i didn't take care of myself like i should have either. but that doesn't make me wanna smoke crack and shoot heroin and die and shit.


what's so bad?
if you're gonna kill yourself, why do you care if we know what it's about? you'll be dead anyway.

i cant think of a good reason to answer that plz guys dont flame me right now my minds all over the place and half of what im saying isnt comeing out right but i just needed to write that stuff to face up to it seeing it in plane view like that just ...confirm something in my mind no i mean ..look i just had to write that some where i knew at least one person would look because i cant say shit liek this to peole i know because well i geuss in the end im weak but i cant do it man i cant face up and this was just one step closer to facing the reality of who i am and who i turned out to be.

im sorry forget this i feel so stupid for posting that shit^^ i dont wanna die but there must be something better . shit im nearly bawling just saying this because i know whats coming soon one day the herb even wont be able to numb a pain im getting warned of everyday i see people on t.v getting this problem fixed everyday and the result is prestine but im just too broke and im a fucking stoner dont take this as a trichome type thread im not insinuating you charity i just want...i dunno i wanan win the fucking lottery so i can just go to a center and get this sorted...put to sleep and sorted while im asleep wake up and its done....i know its the weak looking way but you have to beleive im so scared of where im gonna have to go...but its comeing and im SCARED SHITLESS its just a countdown right now

[Das Boot]

Just go to the hospital anyway and rack up a massive amount of debt. Then you can live a normal happy life and eventually pay it off. Or just declare bankruptcy.

[w4terb0ng]

jesus dude. i got problems that if not properly taken care of, will potentially kill me. i can't afford to have the shit fixed either. i'm not flaming you. just curious as to what could be so bad that you talk all this shit about killing yourself and so on.

[chisme]

Just go to the hospital anyway and rack up a massive amount of debt. Then you can live a normal happy life and eventually pay it off. Or just declare bankruptcy.

can i declare bankrupcy if i dont own a buisness? and what consiquences (sp?) would i get?


and w4terbong sheer embarrassment

[spewf]

Buy hell an 8ball of crystal meth... Hell yeah, thats the shit

[chisme]

i dont know thing can just build up in a persons mind when they r constantly reminded.