Damn that guy must have spent a lot of time typing that...

Anyway my mom went grew up going threw calthlic schools same as you and was raised to be a christin. Now after she went threw that she has left my sister, brother, and me to pick what kind of religion we want to be or none at all if we want. I have just a spiritual sence about god and don't beleive the bibble to be all true and some of it maybe just made up... lol. I do beleive in good and evil though god and the devil I do think are out. I would say dont beleive all your teachings but what you beleive to be true and live your own way as you please, but do keep god in your heart. Hope that helps, if not sorry.