he apparently meant a great deal to you at such a young age and the fact that he is male would mean that you had a strong friendship,this is still a strong friendship he just is not here with you and we are not sure exactly where they are.you still have this friend and he is probably happier now but,i am sure that he realizes the mistake he has made,when i am really down 1 family member visits me frequently but,in a way that i understand.do a little reading and be open minded some of these coindidences are for a reason.