yes, openmind........please seek the appropriate help ASAP! ER, Counselor, Crisis line, etc.........My thoughts and prayers are with u! I know what it's like to feel that way, but I try to see the "hope" ahead, as much as I can, so I can stay alive and accomplish the things in life that I still haven't accomplished, like: going back to school, becoming a mother, etc.......Even tho' it's hard when you're so depressed, please try to see the light at the end of that dark tunnel!