Yeah, you seem to be attention seeking.
If you want to do it and not hurt, then slice your wrists, lay down, close your eyes and you will fall alseeep (And never wake up)

It's gruesome but doesnt hurt once you've made the cut.

But hey, if you stupid enough to do it make sure its not where someone who you love will find u... They'll have a nasty surprise.

Also have a phone in your hand. You can loose 3 pints of blood before you feel faint (As long as you dont mind the sight of blood) so you can call an ambulance if you change your mind half way though.