I know exactly what you saying mate.......apparantly i'm severely depressed at the minute and am going through counselling and shit but I much prefer to have a smoke as like you was saying just kinda makes things better my mum says that when i smoke it I'm just pursponing(or however it's spelt) my problems but i think she's wrong because when i have a spliff & start to think about where things are going wrong in my life I find it alot easier to put things into perspective i can work out how I'm going to deal with things but when I'm sober everything is just rushing round my head getting me all muddled up haha well I know it's safe to say I'm going to be smoking weed for as long as possible. keep toking x