holy shit

[horror business]

Well last night, I spent 30 on a quad (it was a good deal because it was my best friends neighbors) of really good mid-grade. My friends and I made a bong out of a Smirnoff Tripple Distilled Vodka bottle, and it was my first time smoking out of a bong. Well, it was the most high I've ever been.
Before smoking the new stuff, I had smoked 3 bowls of comercial which didn't do that much of anything, so I wanted to get blazed, so within about a 2 hour period, I took like at LEAST 20 huge hits out of the bong. HUGE hits. I kept getting more high and more high.
Then something happened.

I started seeing images of my life, from now, to when I was a baby, then I saw what it was like to be in the womb, and to die. I kept seeing my life flash before my eyes. When I looked in the mirror, I had some visuals of my face, it was all distorted. No, this wasn't laced with anything, I just smoked a shit load.

I couldn't concentrate, or move, or anything. My misfits poster of their skull turned into my uncle, and I wanted to rip it down. I was afraid I was dying. I thought I Heard my mom crying in the other room (she wasn't home), and in my mind I feared that I was in the other room unconcious and they were trying to revive me, and I wanted to cry, or call 911 or something, because I thought I was going to die, but then I just remembered, "what's the point of life, I just saw my whole life flash ebfore my eyes, should I kill myself?" buit then I decided against it, and realized I smoked a shit load, and that's why I was so fucked up. Two of my three friends went home, but the one who was spending the night stayed. I just remember him saying "do you want to watch a movie" and I said "No man, I'm watching a movie in my head, I'm having these crazy visuals" then I must have passed out. I woke up at like 8 in the morning, andm y friend was infront of th eocmputer jackign off or something, so I juts went back to bed. I woke up at 4, and searched my freezer for ice cream, it was strawberry so I ate it, and it tasted amazing, and when I woke up, I wasn't having visuals, but I'm still a little buzzing,a nd i'm confused and things are funny, so after I ate ice cream and pudding, my mom stopped home with mcdonalds for me (she was spending the night at her boyfriends house) so after I ate my mcdonalds she left, and then my ex-girlfriends cousin came by to get his game cube, cause he let me borrow it last year, so I just finished giving him his game cube, and now here I am. I'm never smoking that much again. It was a terrible experience. I kept seeing my life. Like, I kept seeing images of memories that I had forgot, starting form now, and then going down until I wasn't born yet. I thought I was going to die, or was dead, or something, and I realized "now that I saw my life, and know what death is like, why am I living? is this even reality, or is it just a memory I created? Am I god? But once I passed out,a nd woke up this morning, all of those strange thoughts were gone. If my friends come over tonight, the most I'lls moke is like 4 bong hits, NOT 20.

Well that's my fucked up experieence.

EDIT: P.S. Also, while I was seeing my childhood and my infancy, etc... I kept looking at myself in my head, seeing how young I was, and innocent, and all my childhood, and somehow I forgot, or there was a 'gap' between the last four years, and I couldn't figure out how I got from there to here... Like, I didn't remember my early teen years. But now I do. Now I realize I was just too fucked up.

horror business Reviewed by horror business on 03-04-2006. holy shit Well last night, I spent 30 on a quad (it was a good deal because it was my best friends neighbors) of really good mid-grade. My friends and I made a bong out of a Smirnoff Tripple Distilled Vodka bottle, and it was my first time smoking out of a bong. Well, it was the most high I've ever been. Before smoking the new stuff, I had smoked 3 bowls of comercial which didn't do that much of anything, so I wanted to get blazed, so within about a 2 hour period, I took like at LEAST 20 huge hits out Rating: 5

[d00d989]

i know you say it wasnt laced....but im pretty sure it was.

[Strikerrr]

damn i wish this shit happened to me one day.

[chriscannabis]

That weed was definitley laced. I've smoked A LOT of weed in one day(It's a long story and I'll tell it if anyone asks) and nothing even close to this happened.

[horror business]

No, it wasn't laced. I smoked alot more of it, on many different occasions, lately, lol, it was just because I smoked some things up.

Let me try to explain more, when I was having flash backs of my childhood, I was imagining them in my mind. Somehow, subconciously, because I saw things that I hadn't remembered in years, but it started out as a little thought that grew into that huge ass thought, but I have OCD so that could have just made it worse.

When I saw the image of myself in the mirror, I made a face, and during that time, it just seemed to be huge and much worse.

When my poster in my room was turning into my Uncle, it didn't literally do that, I was thinking of my childhood and looked at the poster during when I was thinking of my uncle. Afterwards, everytime I looked at it, I would see my uncle in my mind, but still visually seeing the real poster. I just wanted to tear the poster down, because I wanted to stop talking about my childhood. my ocd probably just made it so I couldn't really stop thinking about it.
Now, about 4 or 5 bong hits gets me to the point that I enjoy. I'm learning my limits. I just had 4 bong hits about five minutes ago, and now I'm feelling a pretty good.

[CaptainDankNuggets]

Nicee^^

[Reefer Rogue]

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