there are a lot more people who are with me/us than you realize, but the problem is most of them/you are weak minded/willed, or scared of the opposition.

you use that excuse not to stand up and defend your free will. i cant even pity that, it is beyond pitiful. there is no excuse for not standing up and defending your rights to free will. if you die, it is better that way. at least you keep your free will, instead of letting it go to waste.