honnestly, i hate civilization and society. i'd dedicate my life to changing it for the better, but i cant communicate with people, and cant amass a revolution online either.


honnestly, all i have left TO DO is blaze the rest of my life away.

but i cant do that, because i would need to grow the pot myself, since i cant get a job and buy it.

my hearing loss really holds me back, and the fact that no hearing aid actually helps just isnt right. i am pathetic, i cant do anything for myself, i am forced to rely on the minimal kindness that others have to offer me and help me out with, and i cant rely on that forever, sooner or later, im going to get kicked out of the house, and starve to death on the streets.


i might AS WELL just kill myself.


my life IS suicide. every day i die a little more, and come closer to being completely SOL and starve to death.
Stoner Shadow Wolf Reviewed by Stoner Shadow Wolf on . As I cuddle up to my insomnia... I wonder, if you can become dependent on Marijuana to sleep, if you are consistently using it. I have always had trouble sleeping, but have not smoked today or yesterday, and have found sleeping impossible. Do you think that you can actually become dependent on it to the point that it is nessecary to smoke in order to sleep (presuming this is not a prexisting problem)? Rating: 5