Yeah, but if you have it in you to feel crappy about the fact that people care about you, there is something there.
What do you want to do with your life(short of spending it stoned, because well...who wouldn't?)?
My personal belief on suicide is you never have a chance of finding something better if you take that route. The suffering may be gone, but it isn't nessesarily better, in fact it is nothing. You don't even get to experience it. Because you aren't there.
I think that if you really decide you care, you can get your ass up, and find something that works better.