Quote Originally Posted by BabyFacedAbortion
I'm going to guess you're between 13 and 17; just a vibe. Which means you have very little control over yourself now, because by going into any psychological program, you give yourself up to your doctor and parents. You now have to abide by all the rules they tell you, including smoking pot. You probably know that by now, but you need to seriously think about it..if you don't WANT to quit and you don't WANT to get better, then you won't and you might as well get out of the program now and save some money and time, because you will just get back into it. I'm a recovered bulimic and SIer. Take it from me, I know how you feel.
i am actually 20 yrs. old!!!!!!!! i still live at home but my rents dont control my life. i do!!! its jus that i have so much shit goin' down in my life rite now and i usually make "inapproriate" choices and end up wit my foot in my ass. so i am tryin' to do rite this time and get " real" help, from professionals that know how to deal wit the shiznit i am going through rite now. i have a lot of shit on my plate rite now thats gotta be addressed...not just shoved back and forgotten about...if u know what i mean by that! u say ur a recovered bulimic and SIer...well i am tryin' to recover from my ed and i also SI....which is a bitch doin' both ed behaviors and SI behaviors...what a mix, as u should know! they dont combine very well. i am actually lookin' into goin' IP for my eating disorder...yea i really want the help and need it at the same time! only been IP once before for the ed and i fuked that up! so this time...if there will be a this time...i really wanna go into the program and bust ass and come out a semi-different person...cuz i know it can't do it all. so thats where i am with this shiznit!!!! thnx for the comment....it was nice to know that i'm not alone wit the ed...well that sumone else on this board knows about it...thats what i mean by that statement!