What do I do???

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i am in one hell of a hard spot rite now. i will be straight with u all...i have a drug issue, and i am in an intensive therapy...altho the therapy isn't jus for drugs, its fo depression, eating disorder,and SI also! yea i am a lil fuked in the head(oh yea i am a chick also) jus in case u wonderin if i was a guy with an eating disorder...i am ana...aka anorexic...but i am still coo. but anyway with this therapy i cant do drugs. this program i am in is a year committment...so that means no drugs for at least a year, if not longer. what do i do??? i love to smoke weed and i cant seem to be without it! it sucks tho cuz if i dont quit one of two things could happen 1. i get kicked of the program and not get the help i do really need with otha shit, or i quit and turn into a complete bitch cuz i aint got no weed to stay high all the time. 2. i get turned in to the po-po by my therapist, cuz she now knows i do drugs...cuz of drug tests that she can randomly do. so i guess i am prolly gonna quit smoking to stay outta trouble... cant be in trouble anymo! COST OF NOT BUYING WEED VS THE COST OF COURT FEES, TICKETS, AND POSSIBLY JAIL TIME= WORTH NOT DOIN' THA DRUGS!!!

so yea thats where i am wit this all. i am a lil down cuz i cant smoke today anymo....yesterday was and will be the last for me for a while..but not forever!

i get tested tomorrow and i am gonna fail..but i get chances wit her. cuz i am still new to the program! so i guess i will jus be straigth wit her and tell her b4 she gets the results!!!! being honest is the key!

well i am sad i wanna smoke!!!!!!!!!

I stopped smoking for 15 years... Like anything else in life it gets easier as time goes by... Find a nonsmoker you like and be friends with em... Ask the person who is testing you for help also,don't just say Imma gonna quit i promise...

Good Luck...