What do I do???

[sticktoit]

i am in one hell of a hard spot rite now. i will be straight with u all...i have a drug issue, and i am in an intensive therapy...altho the therapy isn't jus for drugs, its fo depression, eating disorder,and SI also! yea i am a lil fuked in the head(oh yea i am a chick also) jus in case u wonderin if i was a guy with an eating disorder...i am ana...aka anorexic...but i am still coo. but anyway with this therapy i cant do drugs. this program i am in is a year committment...so that means no drugs for at least a year, if not longer. what do i do??? i love to smoke weed and i cant seem to be without it! it sucks tho cuz if i dont quit one of two things could happen 1. i get kicked of the program and not get the help i do really need with otha shit, or i quit and turn into a complete bitch cuz i aint got no weed to stay high all the time. 2. i get turned in to the po-po by my therapist, cuz she now knows i do drugs...cuz of drug tests that she can randomly do. so i guess i am prolly gonna quit smoking to stay outta trouble... cant be in trouble anymo! COST OF NOT BUYING WEED VS THE COST OF COURT FEES, TICKETS, AND POSSIBLY JAIL TIME= WORTH NOT DOIN' THA DRUGS!!!

so yea thats where i am wit this all. i am a lil down cuz i cant smoke today anymo....yesterday was and will be the last for me for a while..but not forever!

i get tested tomorrow and i am gonna fail..but i get chances wit her. cuz i am still new to the program! so i guess i will jus be straigth wit her and tell her b4 she gets the results!!!! being honest is the key!

well i am sad i wanna smoke!!!!!!!!!

sticktoit Reviewed by sticktoit on 03-03-2006. What do I do??? i am in one hell of a hard spot rite now. i will be straight with u all...i have a drug issue, and i am in an intensive therapy...altho the therapy isn't jus for drugs, its fo depression, eating disorder,and SI also! yea i am a lil fuked in the head(oh yea i am a chick also) jus in case u wonderin if i was a guy with an eating disorder...i am ana...aka anorexic...but i am still coo. but anyway with this therapy i cant do drugs. this program i am in is a year committment...so that means no drugs Rating: 5

[da haze meister]

shiiit... i thought that my situation was a bitch. but this? this is a perfect example of a reason to quit for a while. good luck in life without weed!

[turtle420]

To be honest, I think they've made you believe you've got all those conditions.

Look, grab life by the horns, and make it do whatever the fuck you want it.

You ain't got no head problems... and medications for the head? Get off them NOW. Your brain gets acustomed to it... and that, that will suck.

Again, you can do whatever you want on your own... don't expect the help from others.

Borrowed strength builds weakeness.

Best,

-turtle420
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[D.Boone]

smoke a bunch of ganja goto mcdonalad order 2 dblcheese burgers 2 mcchicken 2 dollar frys and a hot fudge sunday

[benagain]

Yes, You definately need to quit right now. It's gonna be tough and I know some people will say pot isn't addictive, but it can be rough as hell quitting some times. Staying sober for a year may be a good idea. Get your head on strait and you'll be fine. Pot should be a luxury, not a crutch.

[Skink]

i am in one hell of a hard spot rite now. i will be straight with u all...i have a drug issue, and i am in an intensive therapy...altho the therapy isn't jus for drugs, its fo depression, eating disorder,and SI also! yea i am a lil fuked in the head(oh yea i am a chick also) jus in case u wonderin if i was a guy with an eating disorder...i am ana...aka anorexic...but i am still coo. but anyway with this therapy i cant do drugs. this program i am in is a year committment...so that means no drugs for at least a year, if not longer. what do i do??? i love to smoke weed and i cant seem to be without it! it sucks tho cuz if i dont quit one of two things could happen 1. i get kicked of the program and not get the help i do really need with otha shit, or i quit and turn into a complete bitch cuz i aint got no weed to stay high all the time. 2. i get turned in to the po-po by my therapist, cuz she now knows i do drugs...cuz of drug tests that she can randomly do. so i guess i am prolly gonna quit smoking to stay outta trouble... cant be in trouble anymo! COST OF NOT BUYING WEED VS THE COST OF COURT FEES, TICKETS, AND POSSIBLY JAIL TIME= WORTH NOT DOIN' THA DRUGS!!!

so yea thats where i am wit this all. i am a lil down cuz i cant smoke today anymo....yesterday was and will be the last for me for a while..but not forever!

i get tested tomorrow and i am gonna fail..but i get chances wit her. cuz i am still new to the program! so i guess i will jus be straigth wit her and tell her b4 she gets the results!!!! being honest is the key!

well i am sad i wanna smoke!!!!!!!!!

I stopped smoking for 15 years... Like anything else in life it gets easier as time goes by... Find a nonsmoker you like and be friends with em... Ask the person who is testing you for help also,don't just say Imma gonna quit i promise...

Good Luck...

[sticktoit]

thnx all....it means a lot... and yea i know its gonna be hard as hell, but shit i got mysekf into this i can get outta it..i hope!

[benagain]

Good luck man. I'd say we'll allways be here to help, but hanging out on a message board that's devoted to the acting of taking the marijuana might be counter-productive. Best wishes.

[kyle]

At first its going to seem impossible, but as the days go by it will get easier and easier.

[sticktoit]

Good luck man. I'd say we'll allways be here to help, but hanging out on a message board that's devoted to the acting of taking the marijuana might be counter-productive. Best wishes.

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