Stick with the program kiddo. You seem to have a few issues and they are not going to go away by themselves. You therapist has a my way or the highway attitude but right now that's probably what you need. Quitting weed is not like quitting heroin, it's not that tough. With everything you have going on getting high is only going to complicate things. You can do it and it will lead to a better person in the long run if you get a handle on things like depression and eating disorders. Once you have a handle on things, then you can decide if you really want to get back in to smoking weed. Odd are you startred because you were depressed or had a bad family life or tough time at school or whatever, doing drugs to escape your problems never works unless you do enough to kill you.