good guess cuz i am well lets just say i didnt do it this time cuz my cat, i was sittin there(ok ive TRIED to commit suicede many times usually jsut ending up in me going to the hospital) anyways im sittin there with the pills and i was crying and i looked at my cat and it meowed at me i picked it up told it all my problems then i looked at it and i swear to god it smiled then meowed as if saying its going to be ok OMG I love my cat so much