I basically just hate fake people and people who do shit to be cool. If it's some youngin' or someone out there that acts like they are some one or does somethin to be cool...God nothing bothers me more. I hate it because it's people who actually have to live a certain life style to survive or they do things for real issues like smokin for example. I dont do it because it's "cool" I do it because really it's nothing else better to do, I do it because I have suicidal and just really fucked up intentions and problems that cant be erased from my mind, and I do it for stress (I have a huge case of stress) and I get so high sometimes stress or my problems are the last thing that comes to mind, the only thing my mind focuses on is whats going on right at that point in time. But in the process it's just something that I just became overly obsessed with. Theres this guy I know named "Weedclock" who smokes but he advertises it so hard like he wants people to notice him just for that, he's a fuckin "wigger" and it bothers me. I'm sorry if I offended someone or upsetted some one because I'm stating what bothers me and it might not be justifiable to you but it's just me and I'm just bein' real about it.

I also hate fighting and disagreeing too strong. Why cant we just talk about it like men or women and even disagree without having to raise your fists or pick up a gun to prove your point strongly? Theres too many problems in this fucked up world for us to be hating each other. Thats exactly the same reason why I'm here right now. If you think about it I'm just on a computer to get away from the problems that I have to face once I press the "Turn off" button. Smokin, bein on a computer, talkin with my gf all these are ways to stop my self from actually going out and shooting some one or doing what I really want to do. So basically I just hate, hate and fake lol.