i keep doing dxm practically every night in large quantity. i feel drained and sleepless. its 6:45 am and i haven't slept yet. I haven't masturbated in a week because i can't cum on dxm. i haven't called my girlfriend for the past couple of days because i don't like talking to her when im high. and i'm not going to see her tonight because i'm going to a party with an old female friend to get wasted. i tried to get someone to send me free acid in the mail in a chatroom and failed, i told him i would send him stuff i didn't have. i drove really high to steak and shake because i wanted cheesy fries and the window was really foggy so it was scary.