I broke up with my bf on x-mas, but it really wasn't my idea or what I wanted, just happened to be the day I got fed up with it all.

I miss him terribly, but I see him every day.

He wanted to rent a room from me after yet he couldn't move in with me when we were together-I secretly wanted the move but said no.

I paste a smile on my face every day and force myself to not let the whole thing get to me, when sometimes all I really want is to grovel at his feet.

And yet, I totally believe that I'm better off and that I don't need him at all.

Contradicting, isn't it, to want something and at the same time not want it either.

Other:

I love my parents, but can't stand living with them. Yay new house!

I'm a total MTG freak....loving Guildpact right now. If you don't know what that is...uh, let's just say I admit I'm a total dork and leave it at that, lol.

If you took me out to a movie or to the bookstore for a date, you've pretty much got me hooked. If you bring me flowers too you're booked for the next couple of months guaranteed. If you bring me weed, that's just awesome...

Sometimes i just want to say "fuck it" re: life. Then I go have a ciggie or a j and mellow, lol. :dance:

I need a fuck buddy, but the well seems dry. What happened to friends with benefits????

So there's my confession (or confessions). :thumbsup: