lol This threads pretty depressing

I lie to my parents...about a number of things.

I don't actually try my hardest in college, I do thourghly enjoy it but as soon as I leave im back to lazy old me...when I know I could be doing really well.

I don't tell anyone personal feelings...I feel I have no-one I can talk to personally....although there are people I feel comfortable talking to about my feelings, they now have new people in their lives...and I feel the privacy/confidentiality between us has decreased significantly since....the only time I am completly honest is on the internet.

I REALLY want to go out and meet new people for relationships, but I have a girlfriend, she is away at uni on the mainland so I hardly ever see her....I am deeply in love with her, but it hurts that I can't see her when I want to....and I don't want to break her heart by just dumping her....we have holidays planned, I don't want to talk about this to her over the phone...and whenever she comes back all these feelings disapear untill she leaves again....(any advice anyone???)


But one another note

God V2.0....you said you are 21 going on 22....then in the next paragraph you say that when you are 20 you will need a hearing aid? Was that just a typo or what?? lol this is the confession thread...