I smoke too much (weed and ciggarettes), I treat my friends and famliy shittly, I masturbate too much and I don't try hard in school. I'm and overall underacheiver and somewhat proud of it. Isn't that kinda fucked up. I just wanna party and snowboard and get drunk and stoned.

I'm not depressed (although when I head back to my home town I just might be, because all my old friends have moved away, well hell, I did, it was the smart thing to do) I think what you guys need to do is get jobs or go to school. That's how you make friends, real friends, instead of randoms to chat with on the net. You guys have great personalities, just put yourself out there. You don't have to chat up all the girls at the bar or dance, get a pitcher of beer with a couple of close friends enjoy the live bands, rip it up at pool or fooseball. Not everyone is the star quarterback/head cheerleader of the football team. Don't let stupid shit like that get you down. Do your own thing. You'll realise shit like that doesn't matter after you get over that whole teenage anxiet thing. People will respect you in your own right as long as you don't give up on shit and become a lazy no good for nothing. Weed is great for relaxing, but it isn't the answer to everything.