Well I might as well share all the wonderfull things that make me the popular stud that I am (maybe it'll make some of you feel better about your situation).

1. I've never had a girlfriend, and don't see how I ever will. I just feel nervous in social situations and have never even had the nerve to ask a girl out. In fact I don't even know what to do, all the flirting and sweet talking that comes so naturally to everybody else I don't have. I absolutely HATE it when when friends are like "go talk to that girl mike!" and push me into it, because they don't get that I can't just chat some girl into liking me like other people do. Foruntately though they all gave up, because I'm socialy screwed enough as it is that it doesn't matter when I just say "yeah, I don't want to talk to you, they just pushed forced me here" and walk away.

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2. I often let off as very rude to people, and I don't even intend to, it's just an instinctive response because it gets me out of talking really quickly.

3. I absolutely hate my body, I can't seem to build up my muscles worth a shit. I got picked on so much from grade 6 on I constantly thought about killing myself, all because I was small and too scared to stand up for myself. Nowadays I work out daily and I've managed to get some fairly decent abbs and triceps, but otherwise I'm just mediocre (though thankfully not scrawny anymore). But it still seems I gotta work my ass off every day to gain as much muscles as normal guys who don't work out, and I'm still not close to getting there, the results are minescule. You know, I know body image issues are supposed to only be a girl thing, but I guess I'm screwy because every bloody day I get out of the shower and look at myself in the mirror thinking what a piece of shit I look like, and hoping to find some very minor improvement somewhere.