When i was desperate i once took all my dads heart medicine and looked it up on the internet to see if it could fuck me up..... pathetic i know
Everytime the doc prescribs me a new med, I run to erowid.com to check to see if it'll fuck me up. That's pathetic. But It's kind of funny.......


I feel guilty every day when I think about drugs. I've been doing more drugs then I ever thought I would. I do more now that I have a child then what I did when I didn't. I feel guilty because everyday I see his beautiful smile, and yet I run to drugs for comfort......