Quote Originally Posted by stangle12
i was kinda in the same situation. my advice to you is to quit the opiates. that spun me into some crazy depression. The hardest part is to get out of the vortex. i advise you to go to a music concert. I went and saw queen, and it helped me a whole bunch.
i took a week off from all drugs, and then started smokin buds again, and i felt alot better. Soul searching is good.
most, if not all, of my depression is high-school and college related, i hardly think the painkillers have started anything seeing as i havent taken a pill in over sixth months. though i do admit that i am potentially damaging myself by taking those pills, because i KNOW i will take them. a while ago i was addicted to hydrocodone and i know very well the consequences. BUT I LOVE PAINKILLERS. anyway, during my time of depression, i saw g.love and special sauce LIVE at one of my favorite venues EVER! i shook his hand and had so much fun...and i was completely sober. i was on a happiness high for only a short while and i soon fell back into depression with the onslaught of more bad news. im the kind of person that just bitches and moans about being depressed and doesnt actually do anything about about it. so thats another confession of mine.
another confession: i just totally dissed you when u tried to help me. see what i mean????? im just stubborn and i dont like asking for help and i dont care to do anything about my problems. i apreciate your help but i just have this bad habit of withdrawling from life in general when i am down. i really hate it but i dont care enough to change it.
i hate my shrink. all she does is keep me waiting for two hours, writes me a thrity seconf prescription then charges me treinta dolares