Quote Originally Posted by eg420ne
Do you remember a movie called Robo-Cop, i think its robo-cop my mind does a donald rumsfailed every now n then, well theres a character seen on the tele-screen and is always saying "I'll buy that for a dollar"... What im saying is with this information war, you can never be certain... no harm done
Haha yea I remember that! That was the best part of the movie.."I'd buy that for a dollar!"

But anyhoo...I told my one friend that I wanted to kill himself because of the treachery of the US government and that I would rather kill myself instead of being detained by the Nazis and thrown in a detention to be tortured, and eventually killed anyway. I told him about the Jews committing mass suicide at Massada because the Romans would have killed them anyways. I told him that it all depends on the motive and that suicide is justified in certain cases, and if I killed myself than it would be justified.

He's reply is "oh you're paranoid! you smoke too much weed! The USA would never do a thing like 9.11 to their own people! you're fucked up".

Also, the last 2 nights I have had VERY VIVID dreams about suicide....as clearly as I would see someone now. Very rare that I would have very vivid dreams about the same subject. It was very....different. But I am a Pisces and we have vivid dreams anyway. It is a sign I believe. I think I am going to wait until the end of the school semester and do it. I want to keep it as quiet as can be. This is something I have thought about very much, and feel it is the best way to go. But everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I have many reasons and I feel that it is justified.

"G-d" or whatever you want to call it is calling me home.......

Indeed, my Kingdom is not of this world.