Oh, I also must add, I know the pattern of getting high.
After I smoke, about 5 or 10 minutes I assume, I usually feel normal, then a little bit relaxed. Then my mouth gets dry and I start chewing on my lip like I always do, and then my heart starts beating really fast, and my arms and the inside of my chest get really warm. Then I sit back and try to relax, while trying to calm my heart beat down, and then muscles in my back, and legs, sometimes stomach twitch out of control. Like, I can't relax, they twitch, that's when I know it's about to hit me. Usually at this point, I come to the realization in my mind "It hasn't hit me yet", or "Any minute now, I'll be stoned, and this moment in time will feel like a long time ago... a time in a different state... because in a minute I'll be stoned". Then, I'll have the desire to open my eyes, or move or talk, and then that is when I realize that I am baked. i usually announce "I am so fucking baked", and the words will probably echo, or I will chill out, watch tv, and concentrate on my dry mouth. My friends will usually be laughing about something extremely stupid, that I dont' find funny at all, but every once in a while, they will say something, like a joke, and it will be extremely funny. then, we will go eat food, and while my stomach isn't "hungry" and I feel like I"m full, food tastes AMAZING, and I eat the food like a savage. That's pretty much it.

Oh yeah, right after I finish smoking, I will have a cigarette, and after I am baked, I will have another, and I find that it usually increases the "buzz" inside of my head. Also, when I am baked, I find to be actually impaired while walking... kind of disoriented. This only happens when I am really baked. I also figure out things, like the mysteries of life, or I think of a really good idea, and want to tell my friends, but I'll forget it. Sometimes I'll space out, and be staring at something in my room, and that area of the room I'm staring at, becomes a complete different place. For instance, I was staring at my computer and my television, with my friends sitting in front ofm e, and I had my arms on top of my head, with my elbows resting on me knees, so my sight was in between a "triangle", so I was spacing out, and it was as if what I was seeing was actually some sort of egyptian pyramid. It was really weird. Sometimes, when I am really fucked up, the room I am in will seem SO small, and at other times, what I'm staring at seems SO far away. Sometimes I get annoyed by this, but I can calm myself down, and actually enjoy the high,rather than comign up with dillusional explanations that will freak me out.