need help! scared out of my mind

[silversurfer]

Ok, first let me explain my situation and if anyone has any ideas of wats happenin to me, or wat i can do to help, or maybe wat im experiancing then any replies wud b much appreciated..

silversurfer Reviewed by silversurfer on 02-26-2006. need help! scared out of my mind Ok, first let me explain my situation and if anyone has any ideas of wats happenin to me, or wat i can do to help, or maybe wat im experiancing then any replies wud b much appreciated.. Rating: 5

[ozkid]

thats a great situation ya got there

[Dr. Dro]

uhh......It would help if you explained your issue.

[ozkid]

LMAO!! i think he was too stoned and forgot to write the situation haha

[ozkid]

ahhhh classic stoner moment

[silversurfer]

sorry dudes i accidently posted it b4 i explained wat happened....
Ok, first let me explain my situation and if anyone has any ideas of wats happenin to me, or wat i can do to help, or maybe wat im experiancing then any replies wud b much appreciated..

im 16 bin smoking weed for over a year now, had many fun times smokin js with my mates and doing bongs in my room everynite wen id get home, as i jus said for a period of time i wud smoke weed every single day, much like most of u do on this forum.
but one nite after doing bongs i experianced something id never experianced b4, after about an hour or so (at this point i was sober) i kinda woke up in my room and totally freaked out, i thought that my house wasnt real, i thought my parents wernt real and wen i went downstairs in my lounge i felt like id already been there in my mind. Long story short, the affects worn off by the nxt day.
i was stupid enough to continue smokin it and like a week later it heppened agen while at my mates house and once agen worn off. Then after a while i quit. and then after a couple weeks without smoke i was bk doing it, but not buying it. Therefore cut down big time, and i started weirding out while playing xbox a week ago, like id concentrate so much on the game and look around my lounge and feel freaked out. Then last friday nite i shared a reasonably fat j containing t2 (skunk) and freaked out big time, i looked at my friends and at people and they seemed like aliens in a way, like in a way i was seeing everything how it was for the first time, and wud look arund and i wud question reality, i went to my mates party later on that nite and was still freaked out but stayed calm and didnt stop me from enjoying myself, then the nxt day (yesterday) i wud be feeling like nothings real and hav moments where everything felt real agen and then id start to think about it and have panic attacks and my mind felt all over the place, i felt like i drove myself insane. And now we come to today, i dnt feel as bad, but there are still long periods where i freak out and question my life ever happening and reality itself, i looked on the internet and 1 thing i didnt mention was that i had a huge fallout with my mum early on the friday nite in which i went crazy and really stressed me out big time. i believe i may have psychosis or am experiancing a psychotic episode! IF any1 knows wats happening to me, or if uv experianced wat im experiancing then any info would be a comfort- cheers

[ozkid]

sounds laced...

[silversurfer]

dude nothings bin laced, this is all in my mind and i feel like im goin insane, i need to kno wats gonna happen and wat i hav

[ozkid]

serioulsy, if you think its in your mind see a doctor!!!!!

[silversurfer]

i intend on doing that, but i cnt til monday. i just posted my problem becos i thought if any1 had experiance with these things then maybe sum1 on this forum may be able to help