there's nothing I can say to make it better, but I offer my support and condolences anyways. we're all here to help, and we all have to deal with it sometime...

always remember her for who she was, and how she made you into the person you are today. you'll find each other again, but until then, remember that she's probably keeping an eye on you...go out and live life, the way she'd want you to. and tell her all about it when you finally get your place in the sun.